Haven’t written for a long time. First question: “Why do I begin to write to my diary when feel sad or lonely?”, the second one is was everything fine for almost one year if I hadn’t written for almost one year. I don’t know. I have met enough new friends, even met my love, but everything is just gone. What’s going on, why can’t I switch from my love after stopping relationship?! Don’t know who is going to read this, if my love, you just should know. Everything happens like it has to happen. No less, no more. Rouse-coloured glasses, do I really need them?! What do I feel… Feel I’m lonely. Feel I need love. Ha, leader. Why do I not believe in new relationships, why do I think that everything I had was the best I had ever seen? Do I try to hide after my own figure instead of realizing the real situation? Why after getting more answers I have more questions? Too many why, too many questions… Need to relax, no need to relax. Need to give everything I need to realize I have enough to live happy. Last question. Wha?! Ouch..